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Sunday, January 18, 2009

Starting afresh

 A moment of clarity – as my dad revives his study of the Ancient Greeks, I am once again filled with the overwhelming motivation to do my own equivalent. What is more important than the pursuit of knowledge? In this world, everything is transient – good food, good company, good times – eventually everything ends. As each day passes, we slowly erode our ability to find that child-like wonder in simple things. Why do some studies show that the rich are less happy? Perhaps because the activities that used to bring much happiness become commonplace – over time, something special loses significance in repetition.

No, I won’t let that happen to me. Learning something new each day is the best way to stave off this exhaustion with the world. My mother used to tell me that people can take away your possessions and time takes away beauty and health, but no one can ever take away the knowledge and experience you accumulate in your head!

Reflecting back on my first term at Oxford, I realize that perhaps, I didn’t do enough. Sure, I finished all my problem sets and essays, kept up with the pace of the lectures, and managed to do a substantial amount of work in preparation for collections. But did I really internalize the value of what I learned? No, I admit my own failing. Perhaps I was too overwhelmed with adjusting, or kept on looking back to more familiar times.

No regrets, no looking back! That has been my core philosophy, and I intend to follow through wholeheartedly. For me, this new semester – this New Year – will reflect a marked change.

I study because I enjoy studying. I read because I enjoy reading. I go to lecture because I enjoy going to lecture. I won’t merely go through the motions because it is the expected behavior of a student, but rather, beneath it all, I fundamentally want to. No, I refuse to make studying a chore. I refuse to fall into the easy pattern of complaining and worrying.

 It’s too easy to forget our original motivations when routine and obligations kick in. When I’m filling out forms and dealing with logistics for Givology, the original mission may feel sometimes obscured. But just by keeping my commitment fresh in my mind, these issues can be resolved.

After all, we are in essence what we believe.  

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Clarity, clear vision, comes only with light.
Light, shines forth, with clear outline with no shadow, make things visible and drives away darkness. Distill and erect the magnificent altar of human reasoning, an unique Greek character, as a torch light in the darkness in human history. Pursuit of self-knowledge as embodied in Socrates, "Know Thyself as the Delphi oracle dictates, elevates our finite life to a higher level. Further diction show that the Greeks enjoy the most in their "pleasure in sights", enjoying bodily contests in Olympic games as well as annual competition on poetic and performances of tragedies.

I can imagines the clear coastal line along the Mediterranean sea, "the wine dark sea" as Homer described. Greece, I am coming.....
Posted 1/18/2009 3:59 PM by yodameng - reply

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While I applaud your strong, resolute effort to mark a fresh start, as you stated, we take notice what has gone and distill lessons from what we have experienced. For your last term, in a different British system, facing professors who may have less helpful attitude comparing to US, on a subject that is new and challenging; of course, you might feel discouraged. When we face challenges unaccustomed, not what we have used to, we all get discouraged. But the key differentiation between successful and lesser-so completion lies how we adapt and change and ferment our lesson from it. Reason, my dearest, the light, discerns what belongs to one's effort versus what belongs to one's psyche.

The psyche, a dark corner of our mind it appears, is what responsible to this New Year Resolution I wrote about. We proclaim our Resolution, with all the fan fare, knowing full well that most probably we will not take it to the heart. Because it's a toll order, requires effort that we do not enjoy to do unless being compelled, like lose weight, the most popular resolution. Oh, exercise, the sweating and the rewarding hot shower, why does it become a challenge for people to keep up? Knowing well the benefits but few take to action - why? it seems naive to ask such silly question. Well, because of psyche, the psychological complexes stems out of our dark corners somehow prevent us seeing the reasonable. Light, the reasoning light, the Greek reason and philosophizing is the self-help that guides us.

Knowledge is Action; knowing what's good for us leads to our deeds. But modern critics of Socrates still state that he is naive and does not understand the weakness of our mind.

I would rather naive like a Greek.
Posted 1/19/2009 2:30 PM by yodameng - reply


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